and knowing that this really is the worst example of this kind of experience
and that persistence may step on but that's the accident of design.
Persistence in sport is great, not so great otherwise.
You go in not knowing the outcome, and as as the power of exposure subdues and awes,
and your thoughts quieten and defiance sets in place,
you know only that defiance can kill you and as such
must be an end unto itself.
Defiance is not a snot on my daily sensibility, I should have messed with teacher more,
understood it then when it was safe to do so.
You've got to go about reheating slowly though, and mind you're not defying chilblains.