to
soon for reading upward up the page, have you
lost
sight of what books are, no but books have changed,
I
can feel my mind's eye flattening and lightening
and
I view words on it (darkening) they say: no, save
what
they say—my face faces this while, looking light
brightened
by it, blue, the light looks wet on skin
when
soft, looks cold on bony nose, the screen has no
singing
then sings, no drumming then it drains
no
symphony then it makes a solitary sky like bows
of
one rain or like the way my eye meant windows
to
mean but didn't, plastic we taped up to save heat
also
saves transparency, I see the plastic stick and I see
draft
through the glass as billow, la, I'd like to live alone
and
have no one to talk to, la, I'd like you to live here
available
that I could watch you, if I weren't here
I'd
look on freely and you would be fine, I see me seem
sightless and realize that while I speak I'm reading
sightless and realize that while I speak I'm reading
sophie or a! sunday felt like a holy day because you appeared & reading this is glorious
ReplyDeleteSo much to unpack here. Wonderful poem.
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